So my plan as of right now is to come back to Tx mid-August to get the rest of my stuff. I have already got my school stuff taken care of, just need my loans to come in. Then I will be getting my own lil place somewhere close to Santa Monica. I will attend Santa Monica College and be going full time.
I finally decided on just moving here for sure because I figured I could either take the easy route and go back home to lil humble San Angelo and live with the parents till I found a house to rent. Live a very boring, non-adventurous life for three years. ORRR put on my big girl panties and move here and have the distractions and conquer them while achieving my goals! Plus be in an awesome envoirment that I love, surf everyday, go on hikes, study at the beach, or whatever! But just actually live my life!!! Not be in a protected cubby hole. Basically stepping outside my comfort box once again.
I truly have realized in the past couple of weeks how much happier I am here. I don't really know why? Maybe because I am being visually and mentally stimulated once again. Who knows, but I love it! I feel alive and happy and very young again! Now, that's not to stay that sometimes I am not stressed and get tired of all the changes I am having to deal with, mainly because they are so expensive. But I know they will all get taken care of and when i get my lil nest egg I will be the happiest lil Texas girl in California! BTW my nic name at the res, I wait tables at is Tex. Go figure!~
