Can you say....OVERWHELMED class???

Just letting ya know.....I am feeling a lil stressed out and overwhelmed the past 2 wks.  I feel like I would greatly benefit from tutors for alllll of my classes!  I just feel like all I do is read and nothing is sticking.  I am wondering if any of my other friends felt the same way when they started classes for R.N. I'm wondering what can I do when I study or read to retain it?  I know I'm going to be fine, but right now I just wish I was feeling a lil more confident.  I feel like my attention span is so short, I'm wishing I was as smart as Cameron right now!  He doesnt even have to worry bout school,(lil jerk!) yet here I am making note cards, reading, studying. I'm feeling really dumb, wondering what the hell I was thinking?? I mean, I have a fever blister the size of Texas on my lower lip right now, that wont go away! It's been hanging out now for about a wk and a half!  My jawline is all broke out, I cant remember a damn thing I read tonight about cellular metabolism....beside those 2 words.   Please my fellow teachers give me some advice on how to study!  Its at these times I wish I would of worked harder in school.  I pray when I have kids, they will be super smart and have a memory like a steal trap! I wish there were some vitamin I could take that would make my brain super absorbent of everything I studied!  I wish I had an assistant that would study with me everyday!  If one of you win the lottery will you buy me one?? Or better yet, I'll win the lottery and pay you to be my personal teacher!  Alls I'm saying is......I sure am feeling a lot of things and wishing a lot in this blog!!!!